Sunday, September 28, 2008
well its sunday again
back to camp it is again
driving test failed 3 times.
failure...... nvr knew i could fail
ah nvm of that....
ah its the day of the mth this week
comes everyyear but its as usual
kinda like yearly mensus LOL
but nt abit more troublesome hahaz
but its ok this year i gt it thru like every other year
haha but this week i gt one more thing to add
for a frend ^^
u know when u asked me why cant u show ur true self?
i ask myself that years ago too
but i did nt really gave u the answer
did i or did i nt?
hmmm haha nt that it really matters
in life everyone has a mask
no one is really hu they are
but because our surrounding is nt very accpetting
we have to change ourself
so dun care so much about such little matters
there are still ppl hu dun mind u being nice all the time
u jus have to take it slowly and make them accpet u ^^
ok i seem like a old uncle nw....
gt to run jaaaa
Sign Off @ 3:17 AM
Sunday, September 21, 2008
ahhh that day of the year is coming again
my left eye is starting to ach since the starting of this mth
and its slowly beginning to tear again hahaz
haihz... for this week alot to summary
1st i failed my tp AGAIN
next i gt into fights AGAIN
haihz wad to do gd driver but drive nt safe they say...
but hu the hell gives a damn about others when i have the right of way...
ah damn bloody bored. kill me plz...
o ya i jus found another manga worth me keeping called witch hunter
looks kinda cool and i like the story line
besides i have to start to find the remaining manga book...
o ya and my psp is on a different version i wan to play yggdra union T-T
and ytd when for the tarot outing.
had lots of fun talk lots of cock and found out im utterly corrupted by ns
PLUS had a reading by my shifu.... which is about love life WOOHOOO
fun to know but always bad LOL but amazingly this time is different!! wooo
he said that i have one very close to me and im nt noticing it while others are!!
am i seriously that dense... ahhhh
and wad makes me more intrested is that he say my singlehood is ending soon
i wonder hu is that girl??? i dun recall having any... at the moment...
new cards will play them out eventually lets see wad happens hahaz
Sign Off @ 1:35 AM
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Since u all are so curious on why i nvr made my move on any girls ard me
i will tell u the reason why.
i lost my tears
lost my heart
lost myself
to her, she once touched the cold heart of mine with abit of warmth
but after wad she did to me i nvr ever have anymore feeling anymore
i tried to do so but it jus dun feel right
i doubt myself of giving anyone els hapiness
deny myself of having eternity
i jus gave up on everything since that day
u really think i like keeping this memories?
when i feel so painful i jus cant seem to cry
its like my tears all dried up that day
but unknowingly i will tear for my left eye
its as thou my right eye has lost all emotions
the pain i gone tru is nt as much as some of the ppl out there
but u can nvr deny the fact that it nvr really did heal itself
i jus deny all feelings.
haha really funny dun u think
i have everything but i give up everything.
nw u all know the reason why?
i choose to nt speak about it
but write it all out cus the pain
can nvr be written in words
the wounds can nvr be mend by time
all is left is destiny
Sign Off @ 4:52 AM
Saturday, September 6, 2008
AH damn whole week i been sick....
Nw opening audition for nurse LOL
plz leave ur num in the tag box and recieve futher notice hahaz
ok my summary for the week.
HSP,H/L,Parking ALL PASSED WOOOHOOO
Assessment fail..... Ouch....
Next week will be cross country off road driving =(
and TP too (i wan faster tp finish den stay out and finish this course faster YAY)
currently so damn bored at hm nth to do argh excpet play my psp.
DJ Max2 whole week play that game... but wont lvl one lvl 30 stuck there
play so long still 4 button.... ZzzZzz BUT ITS OK i improved hahaz
ok nw feeling damn sian i go slp le BYEEE
Sky
Sign Off @ 10:23 PM
Saturday, August 30, 2008
OK 1st off i finally know how to use my tarot spread
kinda complicated but i did it yay *clap clap* (",)
and a summary of my weeks event
1st off fail HSP den driving nearly cause a chain collision. THX GOD IM ALIVE
finally noticed singapore have alot of ai lui mai mia drivers.
gt stuck in my own psp game for a week and still can figure the game out(not relevent)
got nth better to do so fought with a couple of instructor and got warning letters.
felt ppl missing me (sneezing like crazy)
Finally got my hair the way i wanted (den going to cut it again ZzzZz)
Going To Buy My Headphones charger (lost it T-T)
hahaz almost all le la i think.... AHHH IM REALLY NT USED TO THINKING 4get it
O ya btw i may be posting up some photos... kinda random but yeah some is cute
but its as soon as i get how to post photos on... ZzZzz
If i was an empty shell i wan to be the hollow one as well
Sign Off @ 6:07 PM
Saturday, August 23, 2008
This week was a crappy week for me first i nearly sleep on the road and bang the bloody vehicle.
next was camp pass did nt brought to camp.
play game play wad lose wad.
own frend bang car on his first day.
WOW wads worst?
i have nth to say except bad week BAD WEEK!!!
haihz monday have HSP test how am i suppose to pass HOW!!!
i need either god to save me or miracle to appear nw....
well anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY AARON ur 21 this year PLZ GROW TALLER
hahaz sorry ya i cant join u was very bz in camp driving ect la hahaz.
but i promise next year i will be there
maybe bring some shorties girls so can compatible to u HAHA.
well today wasted my day playing pokemon 3 hr i already gonna lvl 50 already BORING
and for no reason got scolded and kana blamed for sth i did nt said...
haihz a combo of bad luck ARGH.
Pawns Of Destiny,Break Ur Own Bind.
Sign Off @ 5:44 AM
Saturday, August 16, 2008
Hahaz was nt feeling so happy these days due to wad?
i am nt really very sure myself.
recently during my sleep at night i will have flash backs.
felt kinda happy but when i wake up
my heart will feel as painful as hell.
well things passed for so long already still i feel the pain.
When can i be release for this .....
I passed my highway code btw haha
NEXT UP HSP!!!! after that i can go for TP
and guess wad i can have a army licence which i can drive army veh onli LOL
best part of all STAY OUT!!!! I WAN STAY OUT!!!
haha kinda rubbish rite LOL =)
ok la seriously i tried joking its nt making me feel better so yeah
blog next time!! bye
Time Can Nvr Reverse
Therefore Theres No Way U Could See The Tears That Fell Into The Sea
Sign Off @ 4:42 PM
